Guff House

Reap my heart out, when i die I have burnt it, until i die Thus, want to free it from, tie And bury it where the rose lie, O my friend! Of my sorrowful life Don't cry for the end, I got With the painful vow, I swear, I will be back, in the morning, With the new life, with the new me. O friend of mine! Something has to end, To bring new life and new faith, lying under the white shroud, Pretending to be breatheless, thoughtless is just an act. I am alive in your heart and soul With the glimpse of my parts, I and you travel along. O the friend of mine! Go and burn me, I am not willing to stay here, carrying the wight of your tears, dropping in my soul. O my friend! Cheer up! The dark is at end I am going away from you in the heaven, To demand for light, to demand for new day wait for-awhile, wait for-awhile I will back in the morning with the new day. I will back in the morning with the new day.  

  She stares at me from heaven,  as if I am the one she loves.  Pity she should realize  I am unlovable. They loved, they vanished.  It loved, it vanished.  Truly, I am unlovable. Don't stare at me.  I wish you not to vanish. The feeling of existence is enough  to let me live through this hell.

The universe is vast, yet we exist. The death stares, yet we live. We may be invisible, yet we see. Everything is here, yet we miss.

You have appointed a task to yourself, If you don't find a way, Who will? If you don't keep it well, Who will? You know what you must do. It is just you and do not be afraid. Even the ant bears the power to change The whole course and fate of the world. There, the darkness set loose, The light itself must be brought here, It will never stop its hunt, Always chasing its need for light. Dark loves and hates the light, As dark loves and hates itself. Darkness has its own sad story, It was light once, before illusion found it. Illusion drove it mad and cold. Do not pity it, for light chose its own road. You may feel nothing, numb and hollow, Like you have fallen into shadow, Not yet knowing your full purpose, Of being alive and walking this earth. Do not let emptiness fill your heart, Do not let tears become your only truth. There is hope, and it belongs to you. Illusion cannot poison what lives deep in your soul. Darkness has always had its part to play, For good or ev...

Near the wood, as in a tale, Settled by people of similar kind, Living in verse, like a gentle gale, Leaving the noise of the world behind. There lived one family, close and dear, A father, a mother, and a daughter bright, Bound by love that knew no fear, A connection strong, a bond of light. The father worked the farmland wide, Growing crops and herbs with care, King of his little empire with pride, Feeding those who gathered there. The mother tended cattle and child, Keeping the home warm like heaven, Her charm and love, gentle and mild, Made every hard day feel lighter to bear. The daughter wandered close to nature, Finding beauty in every small thing, Singing along with the wind's soft call, Joyful in whatever the seasons bring. As she was the princess of her father's empire. What an exciting life it was being lived. But there came a day, When the sky turned dark with cloud, Thunder rolled in cruel display, And something cold moved through the crowd. The fortunate life they...

Preface I didn't write this poem to be a poet. I wrote it because I kept watching people fall, into darkness, into numbness, into the kind of life that moves but doesn't feel. And I couldn't stop seeing it. The ones who run the streets at midnight. The ones who reach for something holy and come back with bloody hands. The ones who know exactly what freedom would feel like but stand trembling at the door of it. This poem is for them. It is also, honestly, for me. It is loud because the silence was louder. It is messy because the truth usually is. It reaches for Nietzsche and Gollum and E=mc² not to sound clever but because that is genuinely how a mind in pain moves, everywhere at once, grabbing at anything that might explain the weight. I don't know if it is a good poem. I know it is an honest one. If you are someone who has ever felt too awake for this world, too aware, too feeling, too much, then maybe some line in here will find you. That is all I was ever hoping for....

On nonconformism, the fragmentation of shared story, and the spaces where genuine thought becomes possible I. The Refusal To refuse every ideology is not emptiness. It is the beginning of a more honest philosophy. There is a kind of thinker who cannot comfortably inhabit any single ideology, not from indecision or cowardice, but from a deeper fidelity to what they actually observe. They notice that liberalism, taken to its extreme, produces the cancel culture it was meant to prevent. That capitalism promises freedom but generates new forms of dependency. That every ism, however noble at its origin, eventually hardens into dogma and begins to distort the reality it once described. This is not nihilism. It is a form of intellectual nonconformism, one that refuses the comfort of a fixed lens in favor of the discipline of continued looking. Such a thinker does not reject ideology carelessly. They reject it carefully, having observed what ideologies do to human beings over time. The questio...

The day  was dead and cursed, The stage stood as a vacuum, Containing everything yet feeling hollow, The wind had ceased to breathe, Yet the nostril sensed the air grow heavy. For the act had ended the man, Like a hanged soul suspended from the ceiling, Completely breathless, Entirely senseless, Utterly mindless His nose no longer smells, His heart no longer feels, His eyes no longer see, His skin no longer senses Seemingly, dead. Yet his face was glorious, As if still burning alive inside, Cradling hope within his soul, His mind had vanished into silence But his tongue seemed desperate, To narrate the tale of pain That hunted his life and heart, Like a nightmare born of thunderous midnight. I felt his ear, so sensible, As if forever ready to listen To words of compassion and love, For the pain and woe of his life That led his conscience toward the act. I had known him long  A man carved from courage and bravery, A hero forged in war, Celebrated in the great storie...

Burdon, the young man, was gasping, trembling, dying near the door of Hell itself. He forced strength into his legs through sheer will. He could no longer feel the blushing of the wind, the murmuring of birds, or the sight of beauty. He was completely numb. He is lost in shadow. Body feels pain born from depth. Heart burns with an intangible flame  a scarlet rose, trembling, ready to bloom. Now he no longer wants to feel the essence of life, the glowing of light. He no longer wants to know the world of lies dressed in silk. He has become darker than darkness. But do not be afraid  he will burst into light, fierce enough to set the universe ablaze. Slowly, with the heavy pace of a man returning to his origin, he moved toward the place where his life had first taken shape. He opened the door, the room seemed vacant, completely void, but the man he most feared was sitting in the chair at the corner, eyes fixed on the entrance. He had been waiting. It was plain to see. "You are al...

The definition of thinking has been changing for every generation, even one philosopher does not agree with another's definition. The question before moving ahead on the topic: what does it mean to be thinking? Philosophers commonly say it is the distinction of being human, spiritualists say it is the curse of being human. Whose side do I take? I take the side of the philosopher. There are numerous scientific explorations about what thinking is, and now, there is a striking difficulty in defining organic and inorganic thinking. On one side, we have the Kantian definition of thinking, on another we have the neuroscience perspective, and on another, the pandits from the AI industry. But the question raised by the prominent mathematician Alan Turing sums all of these into one: if something thinks differently, does it mean it does not think at all? Now, with this unsettled definition of thinking, it will be impossible to provide a complete vision of the future of thinking, which constr...

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